Happiness... do we really want it?
I had, yet again, a significantly alarming thought- what if happiness was never our aim? Is it possible that we were meant to experience something else? We are actually supposed to chase something else? and Do we actually seek something other than, rather opposite to happiness? Happiness is an emotion that I had felt frequently, rather on an everyday basis in my previous relationship, perhaps. However, I am at a loss for words or thoughts about what I was actually connected to in that time, what was I truly feeling and who/what can I attribute it to. I today in hindsight realize, interpret my boundless joy only to myself. I was happily playing the role I was playing, however, sadly it had nothing to do with my partner. Happy moments rather leave a blank space in my mind when I see how they constructively molded me. Happiness is usually a selfish emotion in the day-to-day form we feel it. Happiness is all about our feelings, But true joy, BLISS usually is achieved, received, and gi...